Sooo after not having published for a while because of being busy with university and other stuff I decided to finally write about a topic that stuck in my head for quite a while. Something everyone of us should have, something everyone of us MUST have, something that in my opinion is essential for living: Dreams.
And you know what´s the most important part on dreams? It´s not that they come true. But to remember them.

Once a friend told me “When you have a dream, write it down. And then pin it onto your wall, so that you´ll always have it infront of your eyes. Even though you have no idea how to reach it. That doesn´t matter. It´s only important that you always remember it.” … More Dreams


Star Wars and a new year

About two weeks ago the new Star Wars: The Last Jedi was released. Fortunatly holidays were close, so me and my dad being both Star Wars fans (rather me than him) decided to await the few days till we could finally see each other again and go to the cinema together. Because we hadn´t watched the last episode (VII) we had to catch up on that first. Wouldn´t be funny to watch the new one and not understanding half of the plot.

This way it happened that I spent new year´s eve with watching Star Wars. And started the new year (actually one day later) with watching Star Wars. Honestly I don´t really care about new year. I mean it´s only a change of dates, not like something magical would happen. Anyways I have to admit that after the two movies I am even more into the Star Wars stuff than before. That´s why I had to share my impressions with you. No, it won´t be about how great the special effects are or how bad or good I find the cast. It gonna be quiet deeper. … More Star Wars and a new year

A weird week II – Study and Love Consulting

Assalamualaikum everyone,

Like I told you in the last post I was thinking about writing a sequel to the first part of a weird week because there was still stuff I didn´t managed to write about. Probably “A weird month” would be a more appropriate title because after the last part more tell-able events occurred. So I am kind of glad I didn´t picked up on this topic before because the last days gave me even more input about the topic – not study but rather the second one.
Why I named this part study and love consulting? … More A weird week II – Study and Love Consulting

Kesedihan hati

Kadang ku pikir ku tak kuat lagi
Menahan hati ini yang ingin pecah ke dalam ribuan bagian
Kadang ku ngerasa aku sendiri dalam dunia ini yang penuh manusia

Kadang ku merasa tidak ada yang mengerti
Bahwa aku sendiri dalam dunia ini
Sendiri dalam cera berpikir, berjuang, bertahan

Padahal ku tau
banyak orang di luar sana yang perjuangannya lebih berat,
lebih dahsyat, lebih mulia
…. … More Kesedihan hati

Pahlawan itu apa?


Because today is Indonesia´s Independence day I thought it would appropriate to share another story of some experiences and thoughts with you guys that are connected to the topic of Idols and the question “What is a hero?” Pahlawan itu apa? And maybe even who is a hero? … More Pahlawan itu apa?


“Everyone wants happiness, no one wants pain But there won´t be sunshine without any rain.” We all experience pain in our lives – even if we might wish and try to always stay happy and strong. The last days of Ramadan (and also some after it) it  was the topic that haunted me. That´s why … More Pain

Cinta itu hoax? –Love is a lie?

(Indonesian and English translation)
We once got a task in school (in Indonesia) where we should define „What is love?“ (sounds like a title of a song –what it actually is). For me a quiet weird question to talk about as a school task. We were split into groups of boys and girls and should discuss about the question and our opinion´s towards it.
“Love are words…” was the first answer of a boy´s group.

I couldn´t agree. If love would only be expressed by words it would be worthless, without value. Just a human´s creation.
“Love is a lie” was the next statement. … More Cinta itu hoax? –Love is a lie?

Kehilangang focus

Actually I should be working on my study assignment right now. But my thoughts are just too far away at the moment to focus on things like study work. So instead of starring at the display or rather stalking instagram or old pictures that won´t improve the situation, I decided to write. Not what I am supposed to write but at least there is an output even though it´s not the output needed right now. This really won´t be something productive. So if you want to spend your time for something useful, don’t read this. … More Kehilangang focus

Pendam perasaan

Kata orang memendam perasaan itu tidak baik. “Jangan pendam perasaan lo karena takut ditolak. Nanti kalau diambil orang nyesal lho.” Macem itu saran orang terhadap soal cinta diam-diam. Lah kalau memang ga mau cerita kenapa? Trus kalau mengungkap perasaan kepada “dia” biar apa? Kalau dia bales perasaan itu mau ajak pacar? Mau mengajaknya untuk bermaksiat? … More Pendam perasaan