Melepaskanmu

Sahabatku, sudah sangat lama kita tak berjumpa. Dikarenakan jarak yang begitu jauh. Walau kita masih berada di bawah langit yang sama Kehidupan kita berjalan dalam dunia yang berbeda Ku merindukan menghabiskan waktuku denganmu Tapi itu sudah berlalu, kita sudah berbeda Dan hari ini aku rela, ku sadar bahwa aku harus melepaskanmu Sahabat tercinta, Aku tak … More Melepaskanmu

Berubah

20. Maret 2016 Aku ingin berubah Berubah dari aku yang sekarang, Berubah, menjadi lebih baik. Aku ingin berbeda, Berbeda dari aku yang dulu Berbeda sama orang-orang di sekitar Bukan karena merasa lebih hebat, Bukan karena merasa istimewa atau luar biasa Tapi karena ku ingin berbeda sama yang biasa Dan mungkin yang luar biasa bisa menjadi … More Berubah

Untitled Song

This is probably the first song I wrote that is completed in itself. I mean it even has a Chorus, not just a few obscure lines like usually.

I wrote it in my last highschool year in a time where I started to think a lot about society´s impact on the development of the indivdual being. And how dangeroues, how destroying this can be. But it wouldn´t had become a song if there was no emotional background behind. No person to adresse. In this year I almost lost a friend because she tried to kill herself, another one because she changed in strange direction. I was concerned about my grand cousines growing up in a society that teaches twisted values.

And in general sometimes seeing childhood friends thinking back to the old days I wonder how they could get like that. What society made of them. Of course this don´t has to be something bad, change is something natural. But it depends on in which direction this change leads….
I named it “Untitled” because I simply have no idea for an appropriate name. Maybe you have an idea? And maybe not everysong needs to have a title. … More Untitled Song

My own melody

Sometimes I am wandering or rather biking through the streets, woods or anything and suddenly a song pops up in my mind. Probably everyone knows this feeling. Eventhough I still fail sometimes my resolution for not listening to music works quite well most of the times. So, if I am not listening to music how does it happen that this melody comes to my mind? The songs I am talking about no one of you would know and you can´t find them on youtube or anywhere else because the songs doesn´t exist, actually. So how can I sing them? Because they arise from my own melody. I wonder if this is because I listen rarely to music and so there is more space for own creation or maybe if I am just weird.
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What this whole introductions is about: I would like to share some of my lyrics with you. I am not saying they are special, good or anything. But I thought…honestly I don´t know what I thought putting them viral. Unfortunatly you can´t hear the melody that is playing in my head which probably would make the words sound prettier. Anyway I don´t want to provide you my melody but rather encourage you to find your own. And even if you plainly read the texts I hope you can still get the essence. … More My own melody

Pendam perasaan

Kata orang memendam perasaan itu tidak baik. “Jangan pendam perasaan lo karena takut ditolak. Nanti kalau diambil orang nyesal lho.” Macem itu saran orang terhadap soal cinta diam-diam. Lah kalau memang ga mau cerita kenapa? Trus kalau mengungkap perasaan kepada “dia” biar apa? Kalau dia bales perasaan itu mau ajak pacar? Mau mengajaknya untuk bermaksiat? … More Pendam perasaan

Selamat tinggal

I wrote this one almost a year ago. The last time I was in Indonesia. The lines came up in my mind so often in the last weeks and I thought a long time about posting it. Because somehow it´s a topic that is still really present for me at least at some times. … More Selamat tinggal